ONE WHO CIRCUMSCRIBES MY EXISTENCE!!!!!!!!

My childhood would remain incomplete without the caring touch,the lofty admonitions,the soothing assurances of my grandpa,my DADAI...now he exists in our memories..i can sense him everywhere...whenever i find myself in dilemma, dadai is there to help me out.. for,death bridges gap between men but it fails to conquer the soul...thus the body embraces distortion but the soul endures every impediment and continues to exist...i feel dadai's essence everywhere...his presence ensures solace,protection,serenity amidst life's complexities..still something uncanny grasps me...something which disrupts my perception ,blocks my understanding,ridicules my realisation...i feel a pain,a sob stuck in my throat.sensing no body in proximity,i cry aloud,''i miss you,i miss you''

my mind speaks more while i remain quiet

Is it easy to comprehend everything?is it possible to articulate each and every feeling in words?of course not...words, themselves ,fall short when our 'buried life' speaks.It unfolds much but suppress all.Sometimes it celebrates moments,sometimes it ruminates,sometimes repents,or at times smiles,sobs,rebukes,quite often feels life a blessed one ...soon, it never thinks twice to curse life and it's tiresome burden.what am i?or is it better to ask ,what is this 'buried life' within us?perhaps it is this curiosity which remains concealed under the veneer of what we call 'life'.almost every mortal being avoids the understanding.But,is n't it necessary to understand ourselves before making attempts to understand life,aim,success,love,relationships,hope,despair,desire,satisfaction.......???therefore,begins the journey inward ...will you be my compatriot?